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the girl soul

particles of me are scattered across the ocean, collect me if you can and hold me in your heart if you must,

but i know you can never do that, we are too weak, humans, we are incapable of capturing her scattered soul…

the girl soul

…her soul shall remain in this world till the last spec of cosmic dust settles upon her grave…

the girl soul

it scares me sometimes
that you know me
too well. 

poems don’t just satisfy me, they keep me alive through the thick and thin of my life, saving me like a shell made out of my own skin, harder than any rock, softer than any feather, melodious like the sea breeze, they keep me sane through the realities of life…

the girl soul

rearing thoughts
like pieces of living creatures
parts of my soul separated
on the loose
wandering in different directions
unguided, without inclinations
or reasons to get lost… 

one more day
to leave behind
with an intellectual note. 

it is just
essential for me to
create what i create
for the sake of
creation. 

in sleep we realize things we are too scared to think about awake…

the girl soul

the mundane scares me
because i will lose another day
to mediocrity
forever… 

each verse of a poet is the discovery of an era of feeling, of abstract thought… a beginning of the manifestation of hearts and souls into deeper forms…

the girl soul

…and my lips will hold your love forever to come… every drop of dew and rain shall remind me of how we lost ourselves to time, how we grew together into a realm unreal…

the girl soul

sometimes
we forget
what precious things
we had within
till time erodes that space
and leaves behind
a kind of screaming emptiness
bitter than any poison
stronger than any death
and wiser than
any truth…

what artists 
fail to realize is
that they are
creating the same truth
in different forms 
again
and again
and again… 

my words will tell you how strong and weak i am…

the girl soul

we have several ways of living
but just one way of dying…