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the girl soul

i was kind of experimenting with themes and “Sea Shells” the one I had before was simple and dull and I liked it… but then.. I think now I have a better one.

Thanks for the suggestion anon and jarofwords.


:)

last march i began here, this year its march again and i am still marching with my poems.. my blog has completed its very first year on Tumblr. Thanks to all who showered on me their love and affection. This is to all my friends here and my dearest and highly talented fellow poets.

the girl soul (thanks to all)

My Journey on Tumblr…

it seems like
an age has passed
between the time
when i was new to tumblr
and now when i am a part
its like i have grown from just
a sapling to a tree
simply evolving
with all this beauty
from people like you
and your hearts
that scatter all this
cosmic light around me
and as i sit here
in the cold night writing
i feel a warmth in my heart
that i am a part
of your intellectual lives
and that i can share my deepest thoughts
with such enlightened humans
who can so wonderfully relate to
what i have to say
i cannot find friends like you
anywhere else, and i know
i can only tell these things to you
so thanks again
once again and again
for listening to my heart beats
my unrhyming songs
tolerating this clutter that
sometimes randomly forms
and spills all over you dash
its just that i am overwhelmed sometimes
and the poems just flow
without permission
and i don’t know if i deserve all this love
yet i know that its all because of you guys
reading me like geologist reads the dust
i am the dust
and you are the geologists
i keep wandering, scattering and disintegrating
and yet you are the only people
who can find in me the still core
so thanks
for everything… :) 

You sent me a ray
Of love
Your affection  
Glows inside of me
Like a lamp in the dark
I needed your words
To give me the courage
To take up my pen again 
So that I can compose
A poem tonight…

This morning it began
With a warm message
Sent to me from a far away friend
Whoever it is I believe
It must be a beautiful soul
Reading me from behind
A masked face
Its okay we all have
Our reservations
But a simple comment
Brought me a smile
And it made my morning glow
Brighter than this sun outside. 

:)

This little piece is for the anon who sent me the following message… Thank you!

Drowning inside my own
I write this last verse
Maybe I shall be away
For a long time from now
And so thanks for reading
My pain-filled thoughts
They might not make you happy
But they will inspire you to not
Be someone so unhappy.