ending my song 
for a last time
in a silence
and a written song
paper pieces flying through
to speak to you
my heart’s notes
in words scribbled
in deep thoughts
with emotions brimming
and tears flowing
i am leaving now
this time its my last
we shall meet someday
in another time
where i will sing you
a better song, perhaps
but thanks my dear
for all the love
and i know you care
just as much
but i cannot speak any more
my heart’s full already
with a year full of memories
and this beautiful exchange
of poetic love… 

i will never be lost
till i have you
to return back to…

i know we had
a huge river of complaints
separating us so
yet i know you will
forgive me too…

sometimes life gives us
another chance
rarely but it does
and this is ours to take…

making the best of us
the beauty of this relationship
let it flourish better this time
forever to come… 

i made you a habit thus
and i am alone now
without a heart i feel
like i am not breathing any more
and it is painful to see myself
so filled with silence
for i can no more listen to
my own words
even as i scream to the mighty wind
scream so loud that would
make a world go deaf
and yet i can hear not the
sound of life in me
i am lost
undefined
and dead without
your heart
to beat beside me.

words,
love and
thoughts
to share
to care
to show i mean
what i say
and to touch your heart
and change its color
forever…

a few words
spoken
as you look into
my lost eyes
just a few
and i would know
that it means
everything
in my world
and to hear you say
what you really feel like
i can wait
years and years
until i die
and after that too…

and the whole world
may see it differently
yet i see it as it is
really and truly
i can see you
in the light of this night
in the darkness
i can sense the warmth
of that tear falling from your eyes
like rain separated from
her motherly sky
her origin
i can sense how you feel
like a falling feather
helpless in the situation
yearning for a land to fall upon
looking beneath you
the endless earth
staring back from the distance
and you don’t really know
where you will land next
in a heart
or upon a stone, hard
and the fear thus
consumes you so
sucking the life out of you
all your joys and smiles die
to the endless lands of pain
waiting
i know, i feel it deep inside me
and i will be there to hold you
for believe me dear
you shall land nowhere else
but in my lonely heart
i fell this way before
and i know the pain
but i will not let that
happen to you
not again. 

even as i don’t know you
i happen to write
for you
what i feel
would be something
we shall have someday
the day we meet
and change
into ones
we never knew
we were.

the world may try
in vain
yet you happen to be
the only one
capable of changing me
with bare hands
like a potter changes
his mud
and makes beautiful pottery
out of waste earth
you can change me
to something i never thought
i could ever be.

i made notes
carved my love on them
and sent them
flying north
i knew they would
reach you
someday
and touch your heart
with my thoughts
of you.

like a shell
possessing its contents
you were always there
for me
to save me from
the traumas that would
trouble me
every once in a while
and somehow
you would know
the right time
to hold me tight
and carry me away
to safety.
and i could see it
in your beautiful eyes
that it was love
that made you do
all that
you did.

and though
the world
glows too bright
i can see
your beautiful face
in the middle of
all that light
and spark
and noise
and be overwhelmed
with joy
and i feel
that’s how
it feels
to be
in love…

hello world!
this is not
love
for the first time
its love
a millionth time
once again
here i am
singing
what i have been
singing
all along
once again
doing what
i do best
write poems
made of
just
LOVE.

in the depth of this night
all i truly seek
is to rest in calm
in the deep abyss of your arms
your body pressed to mine
in such a beautiful way
that nothing would dare
to shake me from
your loving embrace… 

i see you in
simple songs
lost shadows in the mud
in the clouds
floating
i see your form
waving to me
your love
in the days when
i have nothing to do
and on days when
i have a world to attend 
i always think of you
just you… 

i have been touched
i have been transformed
and i know
how it feels
to be modified
by an unknown force
washed away of
all your perceptions
in one moment
of perfect enlightenment
in one moment
of love…