November 2012
Nov 11th
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June 2012
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bye.
ending my song  for a last time in a silence and a written song paper pieces flying through to speak to you my heart’s notes in words scribbled in deep thoughts with emotions brimming and tears flowing i am leaving now this time its my last we shall meet someday in another time where i will sing you a better song, perhaps but thanks my dear for all the love and i know you care just as much...
Jun 2nd
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what i really miss are flights in balloons race upon hot sand diving into the sea waves and eating ice-creams all day and still have a lot more to do the next day and live that way again and always… 
Jun 2nd
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Jun 2nd
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preserving memories.
how often do we  save time for memories for the most beautiful things we saw we felt we did we experienced we saw or we believed in? even as i write this i have never tried  to take time for cherishing  most loved moments of my life my past a time when i was more free more loved a time when i had a chance to feel life  with an open heart. 
Jun 1st
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naturally.
i ring the bell the sound of my mind i touch the earth with bare hands unafraid of the dirt and the wetness i love them now for once i want to be free to feel the world around and walk away without weird things to think about i want to be close to nature’s gifts and free myself of everything manmade and virtual… 
Jun 1st
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May 2012
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letters to the night.
dear night you are not cold this time you are not too humid as well you are just windy that’s all and you are making the whole world speak to me in whispers of the hissing trees as my thoughts are all trapped into you for once and you have sucked me off all the worries i usually have so thank you, dear night you are an amazing experience a gift of time for a poetess like me… 
May 31st
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sometimes i believe i must take a step at a time just one step of attempt toward change toward a new life and maybe eventually despite the discomfort things will start to fall in place together in perfect tandem in the right order as it must be and life might again seem livable and bearable to a certain extent… 
May 31st
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i was always this girl loving the weather every season was a bliss to me a shade o change a bunch of colors and joys with family and there is so much i miss now yet there is so much i am grateful for i cannot thank enough if i had to… 
May 31st
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the night in me.
i am not scared of the nights rather i am scared of the night in me so dark than all that outside my skin i can sense a depth in me i cannot explain and that is what scares me most to touch the veil that separates me safely from the other side… 
May 31st
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a second chance.
i will never be lost till i have you to return back to… i know we had a huge river of complaints separating us so yet i know you will forgive me too… sometimes life gives us another chance rarely but it does and this is ours to take… making the best of us the beauty of this relationship let it flourish better this time forever to come… 
May 31st
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“particles of me are scattered across the ocean, collect me if you can and hold...”
– the girl soul
May 30th
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May 30th
71 notes
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without you i.
i made you a habit thus and i am alone now without a heart i feel like i am not breathing any more and it is painful to see myself so filled with silence for i can no more listen to my own words even as i scream to the mighty wind scream so loud that would make a world go deaf and yet i can hear not the sound of life in me i am lost undefined and dead without your heart to beat beside me.
May 29th
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words, love and thoughts to share to care to show i mean what i say and to touch your heart and change its color forever…
May 29th
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a few words spoken as you look into my lost eyes just a few and i would know that it means everything in my world and to hear you say what you really feel like i can wait years and years until i die and after that too…
May 29th
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dot-s: everytime  you just touch my heart with a new melody… 
May 29th
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“…her soul shall remain in this world till the last spec of cosmic dust...”
– the girl soul
May 29th
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sick ocean.
my disease is life my end is in the poems i write and the night is a door to dreams that i see with open eyes and a silent heart watching all the magic like a spectator in the stands just gazing at all the theory all the practicality fade like candle smoke in the presence of this light withering like nothings and i laugh at how the world is sleeping as i uncover the secrets of a universe waiting...
May 29th
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not again.
and the whole world may see it differently yet i see it as it is really and truly i can see you in the light of this night in the darkness i can sense the warmth of that tear falling from your eyes like rain separated from her motherly sky her origin i can sense how you feel like a falling feather helpless in the situation yearning for a land to fall upon looking beneath you the endless earth...
May 29th
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i am stolen someone altered my inner mechanisms and now i see life differently… 
May 29th
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May 29th
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different.
we keep falling dying in the endless realm of thoughts and explorations poems we write madness we indulge in the night our only remedy out of all the abstract pain we suffer and we live like death was no big deal and we are proud of the fact that we are just different. 
May 29th
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even as i don’t know you i happen to write for you what i feel would be something we shall have someday the day we meet and change into ones we never knew we were.
May 29th
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the world may try in vain yet you happen to be the only one capable of changing me with bare hands like a potter changes his mud and makes beautiful pottery out of waste earth you can change me to something i never thought i could ever be.
May 28th
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i made notes carved my love on them and sent them flying north i knew they would reach you someday and touch your heart with my thoughts of you.
May 28th
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like a shell possessing its contents you were always there for me to save me from the traumas that would trouble me every once in a while and somehow you would know the right time to hold me tight and carry me away to safety. and i could see it in your beautiful eyes that it was love that made you do all that you did.
May 28th
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to dad.
sometimes  i want to tell him that he hardly can understand me and yet i love him for i know without him i would be nothing without him i would be a no-one without him i would not have become what i have and yet its not a blame rather with gratitude that i say that he is everything to me in a significant way something i am just beginning to understand myself. 
May 28th
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“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else...”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson (via kari-shma)
May 28th
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Mike Frawley: You'll Never Know →
mikefrawley: Find the time to follow your heart what’s the holdup, why delay Your future awaits your arrival no more excuses, why not today Who or what do you want to be how far would you like to go Refuse to believe it’s impossible unless you try, you’ll never know See it, be it, dream it, do it who can…
May 28th
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May 28th
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May 28th
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and though the world glows too bright i can see your beautiful face in the middle of all that light and spark and noise and be overwhelmed with joy and i feel that’s how it feels to be in love…
May 28th
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hello world! this is not love for the first time its love a millionth time once again here i am singing what i have been singing all along once again doing what i do best write poems made of just LOVE.
May 27th
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May 27th
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in the depth of this night all i truly seek is to rest in calm in the deep abyss of your arms your body pressed to mine in such a beautiful way that nothing would dare to shake me from your loving embrace… 
May 27th
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with love lost it feels like...
true love follows us through life  like a piece of shadow inseparable from a wandering body made to move by the forces of life like a dream that shattered it scares us like a lost soul returned to the human world as a ghost true love is like a flower sometimes you grow it and you watch it but when it dies it really hurts inside like a diamond that we had but now we don’t and it pains to see...
May 27th
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like a dying piece of moss still struggling for air i live like a dependent creature upon the moisture of fate sucking in all that t can living till the very last moment dreaming of fantasies i might never achieve after all it can be difficult sometimes to live as we always want to a life spent in yearning for the perfect dream a life spent in little actions and decreasing memories…
May 26th
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i see you in simple songs lost shadows in the mud in the clouds floating i see your form waving to me your love in the days when i have nothing to do and on days when i have a world to attend  i always think of you just you… 
May 26th
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we were designed so to rewrite with our hands what nature had already written created us as its own nose to smell itself and cherish the feeling as a piece of memory forever, in pages made of her pulp. 
May 25th
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we suffer, we break out, we free ourselves, we win in the end, regain our own mystery, our own happiness, our own life. 
May 25th
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May 25th
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my words express my thoughts my thoughts express in vague glimpses what is locked inside my heart. 
May 25th
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every song is an indistinguishable part of the soul of its writer… 
May 25th
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its the same door once again the darkness divine waiting eagerly to consume my song… 
May 25th
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May 24th
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May 24th
131 notes
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May 24th
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May 23rd
17 notes
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May 23rd
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